I really haven't been that well at all, I phoned the crisis team for help yesterday evening as I was really scared of what I might do, I had been cutting most of the day and was not seeming to be able to stop. The lady from the crisis team was nice, but just took my details, asked about my medication and who I see from the CMHT and told me I should go to A&E to get my wounds treated (which of course I didn't). She said she would ring my psychologist on Monday to let her no I am struggling. The problem was what do I do in the meantime?
I no they are busy, but sometimes you feel so desperate for someone to help you, the whole weekend can be a scary prospect.
I have lost exactly a stone this month, my bulimic behaviour seems to have turned into more anorexic behaviour. Have been sticking to under 200 calories daily. I no this isn't good for my recovery, but I can't bare to allow myself any more.
