Just got back from my psychologist

So I have just got back from an appointment with my psychologist, it went OK, it was a very tearful appointment, but they normally are these days. She really understands me, she is probably the only person in the world who really understands why I do what I do. We talked about the usual, that I can't let this happen again etc, which I really no. I never want to get into this situation again, I am going to be very lucky this time to get much hand function back, so if I was stupid enough to do it again, then I would be screwed.

I have binged and purged already today, am very annoyed as I had been sticking very strictly to my calorie limit.

I have had my appointment come through for the orthopaedic hand clinic, it is on the 9th, I cannot wait the get this heavy, stinky, itchy back slab off. Just PLEASE PLEASE do not put another one on!