I ended up spending the day in my bedroom as the plumbers were in my lounge fitting a new water tank system thingy. So what do you do when you are trapped in your bedroom, with no TV etc? SLEEP. So I spent most of the day dozing in and out of sleep, now I have a banging headache, my fault.
My psychologist sent me a lovely email earlier saying that she was proud of me for trying so hard to turn everything around again since my operation. It felt nice to read, but then the guilt kicks in, as I haven't been entirely honest with her, I may have made out that things are a little better than they actually are. I wish I could have received that email because I actually deserved it. I feel like such a liar, I purposefully deceived her. What kind of person does that make me?
About Me
- I love Bob Betty
- Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder,Depression and Anorexia,I am described as a 'chronic' self harmer.My pets are my life,why don't you get to know us :)
I feel the same,
ReplyDeleteIt seems like i'm lying to everyone these days,
but you clearly care about her and she clearly cares about you so I think you deserve it :)
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